well this is most likely my last post on tblog, tahts right, i am a convert, so don't hate me, i'll see all you people aroooooound tooown.

My 2nd favorite song   (not exactly christian)

Eve 6 - Enemy

I took a ride, to meet an enemy
October light shown bright through the windshield
Right into my eyes where I was silent riding shotgun
Chewing on some sugar free gum
Parallel, park and pay the meter
If I die before I leave tell her I'll never leave her
I am fine, just a little broken up
OK my nerves have never been so shot

Can't get this .... off my mind!
I just want to be alright
So just tell me nothing's wrong
Then *unchristian words* and spend the night

The autumn sun, burning logic in my brain
I'm asking why, there is pleasure when there's pain
I'm here to pay for my mistakes in a humiliating manner
If there is a next time I'll cover up
I feel alone, I feel shaky and uncertain
A kind man shakes my hand and draws the curtain
In a word he saves my life and then I exit out the enter door and smile

cya! cya! cya! cya! GO!

Can't get this .... off my mind!
I just want to be alright
So just tell me nothing's wrong
Then *unchristian words* and spend the night

I took a ride to meet an enemy
I faced a fear of mine and shivered, but didn't blink
I took a ride to meet an enemy to end all the madness
And now I know that I'll be fine, I'll am fine,
I am fine!

*super-sweet guitar solo*

Can't get this .... off my mind!
I just want to be alright
So just tell me nothing's wrong
Then get *unchristian words* and spend the night

Just want to be fine

yea so my character on knights of the old republic 2 just died so i'd figure i'd blog since theres nothing better to do.

on wednesday i went to woodland hills, and i saw some ppl that used to go to my school, and i saw christine, and i saw everyone else, at woodland hills, and satya totally did a happy birthday interpretive dance for me. and she sang too, it really touched my heart...

and i met todd, after like 5 months, and i thought he had blond hair, and i didn't even know it was him until somebody called him todd!

and we watched a part of saving private ryan, maaan thats a good movie. and i saw everyone go to sonshine, and then this kid walked in, i think it was max, and he looked like a fool. well i definetely won't see john w tomorrow cause he's at sonshine, and so is everyone else for that matter, except for me, todd, anna, and christine.

dude, bailey nurseries burned to the groound, thats like a quarter mile away from my house, weird eh?

so i'm here alone in my house with my dad, cause my mom left for iowa this mornign cause she's going on like a christian camp revival meeting with some friends of ours who happen to be preachers. man, i went to one of those things, and it was booooooring. i mean, its great that they're spreading the gospel and bringing people to christ and they should definetely keep it up, but oh man... thats definetely not my kinda church, thats like church for my grandpa. its like really old fashioned and... ugh soo boring. but anyways, me and my dad are here, hangin out, doing nothing...

tomorrow i have my placement testing for a triginometry tutor, its like 3 hours long! and and, afterwards my dad expects me too put together lawn furniture! actually that won't be too bad, if its not hot out.

i leave you with a quote from laurel and hardy's "spooktacular"

*hunched over butler pours laurel invisible soup*
*laurel, looks in bowl, confused*
*butler pours invisible wine*
laurel- You're Nuts!
*butler points at some random woman*
butler- She's the one thats crazy! Not Meee! *shakes head*

haha gotta love it

yea, thats right i am officially 15, and my dad took my tubing, and my mom paid my library charge. but i think sarah misheard me cause she was like how old are you? and i was like 15, and she was like whoo, drivers license huh? and i was like ...?

i'll post more of my awesome bday later.

holy moses i'm hot! its a hundred degrees out and i just got done painting me deck, cutting down a tree, dragging that same tree up a hill, weeding the yard, and i have a friggen huge yard. aaaaaaand i think thats it, and i did that all by myself, not to say that my dad's a lazy bum, but he was doing other stuff, almost every single day i've been home from montana i've been working, and working, and wooooorking. but i think i'm almost done for the summer. landscaping, cutting down trees, burying water lines for sprinklers, digging out unwanted hedges, if i keep doing this every day, i'll be buff in no time.

but i'm done for the day praaaaise the lord.  i'm dead tired and i have to go to tennis in an hour... bleahccca;slkdfj

hmm, i think something was happening tomorrow, hmm what could tomorrow possibly be? i don't recall........

i went to wh on sunday and htey were having a barbeque or something and water cost like 2 bucks. and laura stole the ball from me. *shakes fist* and i saw sean, i haven't talked to him in a while. and that one girl, would just NOT STOP SINGGING AAAAAAAAAAAH.  and according to sayta i was looking quite, disheveled, and forlorn, haha she's so funny
forlorn.... *dan doyle voice* WHO WOULD EVER DO THAT?

and i had a graduation card for breanna, i mean, a 'love note' but i didn't see her. i miss her.

i misss........ troy, brent, jeff, frank aaron, actually i don't miss frank aaron all that much. aaand breanna and christine and anna and amanda and meagen and amberley and my sister and all the cool people at woodland hills, and stpeh and stacia, and ruth, and everyone else who i don't mention, but that just means i miss you even more.... somehow.

i talked to jonathan m. again, i haven't seen that kid in ages, i used to hang out with him when i was younger, aaaaaaand i decided that he's a loser cause all he cares about now is girls, and getting laid, and fights, and trying to be cool by acting all ghetto.

oh yeah, and when did south saint paul get so full of losers? it gets pretty bad when you see white kids riding their bikes with tupac shirts on.
haha dan.

dan- *walking with me in south saint paul* *sees inver grove heights police car*
dan- get outta here punk, we dont' need your help.

i think next week, maybe like wednesday or thrusday, i'll have ppl over, but we'll see how things work out for people.

so comment or i'll....... be sad?

ps- christine do you still wanna go fishing?

I can't feel my chest, anymore, drop down. I can't feel my CHEST!
^listenign to this song right now^

yea vell, i went fishing 2 days ago, and it was really fun, the motor got jammed, in.the.mid.dle of the lake, so i had to strip down, dive in the water, and do different things and clean out different pipes in the engine, and i got wet, and there were leaches in the lake, but my clotehs stayed dry so i wasn't uncomfortable long afterwards.

anna's wrong aboiut me, she knows what i'm tlaking about. anna, you're wrong about me.  if we were in a contest about the subject, then you would waste me.  so : P

and you'd better bring my tape tomorrow... if you don't, then i swear i'll kick the next pumpkin i see, I WILL.

92.5 is a reall cool radio station

john w thinks the fantastic 4 looks cool, i disagree.

just comment already or i'll beat you like a blond hairdresser

holy moses my head still hurts, and its been 2 days since i went to valleyfair, FOR FREE. 

tee hee hee we ride the rides at valleyfair for free!

ya, but anywho it was alot of fun, i went with dan and some of his assorted family members.
we were in the car on the way, and it was hilarious, dan, decided to quote trinity without telling his dad:
Dan- hey dad, did you hear the story about jon and his uncle?
Dan's Dad- No, what happened?
Dan- well, his uncle hit his pa right here! *points to head* on the brain!
D's Dad- What? you're kidding, right on the temple?
Dan- yep, then he hit him again to finish him off
D's Dad- ?
Dan- But instead of goin down, he snaps back up, and drops jon's uncle, who is his brother, right where he stood.
D's Dad- Is this a joke?
Dan- But it don't always work...
D's Dad- i don't get it.
we went on excalibur, and there was no line so we went in the front, and then as the deal was going up the first hill deal, we looked back and discovered that we were the only ones on the whole ride, and then we got scared and decided that it was their plan all along and that the government was trying to kill us. but luckily they failed and we survived to see another day..
and we went on the high roller, and that thing HURTS, it rammed me in the back and the knees, and i got hit in the ne-head. no, i got hit RIGHT HERE *points* on the brain!
and we went on the power tower, we were waiting at the gate and this mexican guy was explaining the rules and crap, and i was like hooooly moooses. and he was like, what? holy moses? hahaha, that was great.
here's our horror at valleyfair story about how we almost died on the riptide:
alright we were waiting in line for the riptide and the computer gets messed up adn dosen't let the people off, so they're stuck there, for about a half hour, then the maintenence guy comes and fixes the computer, and everything was just fine... until....
we got on and we went to the very end where the big arms are that lift you up, and as we were being lifted up, we heard like an electrical spark and looked over just in time to see a black cap fly off the arm. and the ride's already going, and no one else noticed it, and dan saw it too and he's like freakin out and going like, not cool not cool not cool, and then another spark, this time, no cap. and we pretty much almost died, and that was the last time we went on riptide that day. and then getting off, the horror struck!!!!!! as we were walking away..... the most horrifying thing happened..........

WE SAW THIS 60 YEAR OLD COUPLE MAKING OUT! AAAAAAAAAH! THATS WRONG!!!!!!!!

ahem, then we saw one of those side shows with the sucky magicians, and it did suck, so we booed him.   and then we saw that alonzo guy, and it had its funny parts, like hwne that japenese woman drove in this building, and it blew up! and the guy went in the coffin, and it blew up! haha,
but these annoying teenage girls sat in front of us and were like flirting and coming on to us, and we were just like, leave us aloooone. but thye wouldn't, and we made ourselves a promise, that if either of us caught the other one dating someone like that, we'd punch the other one in the liver and kidneys.

and these girls took a picture of us as we were walking in the gate and gave us a coupon to go pick it up at any of the valleyfair photo shops... which we ripped up and threw in the trash... right in front of them.... actually he did, i waited and threw mine away later.

i saw jordan ruedy, that kid was in my computer class 2 years ago. and i saw andrew and his sister barnes. and i saw some other peeps that i knew but i forget...  anyway,

on 4th of july i went to my uncles and said holy moses like 50 million times. and nothing really in particular happened, until that night of course. which i innocently spent watching fireworks between my loving mother and father..

todaaaaay, this morning i mowed the lawn and these birds kept attacking me and thinking i was going to eat their eggs or kill their nest or something, but i yelled at them and told them i would do nothing of the sort but they didn't trust me.. oh vell. and i went to dan's and won a lotr tourny, and matt got pissed cause he thinks connor cheated which i don't think he did, matt gets really mad, really easily, he needs to work on his temper.

i'm thinkin next week, i'll invite some ppl over, and rent a movie, and do w/e, and have the boys sleep over and have the girls go home because they're not boys. i think it would be very funny to have connor meet amanda and christine and anna, but matt can't come becasue his dad has a pregnat problem about him going to ppl's houses that aren't related to him, his dad's an odd one..

song. IN my head..

medicine, mirror fright, gonna take a bit of a fall tonight, dreamed that i, was underneath a *bad words bad words bad words* that i can't repeat, deafened by, the runway noise,
in my nightmare i, feel so, alive in my dreamscape, escapades, i make the grade, i save the day..

and none of you know what that song is and i laugh at your ignorance... hahaha!

well i can't think of much more to say,

i saw batman, oh my gosh you all need to see htat cause its really well done.  and christian bale's my hero so its all good.

i went to woodland hils, on wednesday and we watched batman, and played with a big  volleyball. i gotta come more often on wednesday.

and yesterday i went to connors and he paid me all the money he owes me so now i have like 50 bucks to do whatever with. so that pays for my bloodlines tournament, and we were gonna go swimming at the grove. but i guess we decided against it. and i went to woodland hills AGAIn this mronign and everyone had a dress on.. i felt kida left out. hahah, but i got a cool bracelet that i'm actually gonna wear, and i found out tha ti look good in green.  and i thought i saw breanna but i didn't hink it was her but it was so i missed out but i still gotta get her a grad card. gosh i haven'ty seen hir in forever.

and i showed brady my magic trick that i did to john wahlberg, man thats the funniest thing.

satiyama! what do you mean i'm a big deal!?/!?