how am i?

my arms are shaking, i've got a bloody lip, and i'm dripping sweat. why you ask?  because of a heap of mud and sticks.

and dragging a 300 pound bucket up a steep hill by myself and having it fall on me multiple times, hence the bloody lip. but i got it up, after about 15 minutes of screwing around with it. and i must have had an audience cause when i finally got it up i heard someone behind me yell WOOT WOOT!

but now i'm ok cause formal's tomorrow and i'm excited

2 days!

holy smokes two days!  all i have to say now is thank goodness for mothers, i would be screwwwwwwwwed if my mom hadn't like gotten everything for me.  *thanks mother*

anyways, should be fun, i have a completely black suit and i have either a darkish blue shirt or a gray shirt, jessica says blue, manda says gray, I NEED YOUR INPUT READERS ASAP!

and apparently we're going to nicole's afterwards to hang out with the north-heighters so hopefully that will be a good chance to get to know them better.

I WANT TO GO TO THE SCHOOL THAT EATS EVERYONE!

pray that i go....... i don't want to be aloooooooone.

i looooooove you all, except for you *points*  *mean glare*

i had school today, and i'm pretty sure that my government teacher swore at me. and the old lady still didn't leave me alone.

and this really annoying girl asked me like 20 questions about this kid i used to know in my old neighborhood like she wants to hook up with him or seomthing. and i kept telling her that i didn't know anything.... ah the folly of humanity.

Current music:  Eve 6, Heart in a Blender

i feel, idk, now i'm not so sure how i feel. crap keeps happening and after that it's just more crap. i guess i feel......... rejected?

other then that, life is good............ except it sucks

alright so i'm at a lotr card tournament right?

and i'm sitting across from this gay guy.  and he starts smiling warmly at me for like 5 minutes.  that made me really uncomfortable.  i mean he's nice and everything but ewwww.   anna says it was my sexy arms and hands    -?

thats pathetic, the only people who i get hit on by are insane old ladys and gay guys, what's a boy to do?

My current song:  Last Resort by Papa Roach
My current thought:  Why Bother?

am i content with my life? no
am i physically and emotionally drained? yes

you tore my whole life into pieces, this is my last resort,
suffocation, no breathing, don't give a *bleep* if i cut my arm bleeding

this is my last resort.........

sup turkeys,

wow, i went to school again today and that same scary old lady told me again how handsome I was, its beginning to frighten me, i think i have a 'stocker'.

i used to hate chevelle but not i've decided that they're are definetely pretty good.

I GOT TO HOLD MRS. BRUNEAU'S BABY TODAYYYYY!   YYAYYAYAYAY!  That kid is a honey. he's ADORABLE.  and he always yells really loud when he streches, its really cute and i love him.

i hate drama, i saw a girl crying in school today and i think her boyfriend broke up with her or something, and i think that drama is just retarded and should be avoided.

I felt the air rise up in me....

NOW SATURATE, NOW SATURATE, NOW SATURATE, NOW SATURATE

i was at a lotr card tournament and i was screwing around with one of those guns that puts price tags on things and i put a $1 tag on this one black kid and he was like:

A Dolla?!?  What the F*** is this, Slave Trade?!?

that was really funny and i laughed alot,

whoosha!!!!!!!!!!

humm, i didn't know arnold schwarzennager plays the fiddle.

i had school yesterday and steph schooled me on our debate about dating. oh vell, alls vell that ends vell.

i finally got a date to formal like yesterday. and i just decided to go yesterday so i'm happy about that.

auft, anna, i'm soo sorry about your mom, if you ever need anything or just someone to talk to, you know how to contact me.

thats all for now turkeys, i'm gonna go eat pizza. cya laterz

alright so here i am sitting on a wednesday night at 10:11 doing a biology test.  Holy crud this is one hard turkey!  Tuataras? what the heck is a Tuarataras?!?!?

i got back from youth group where we watched radio, good movie but i've seen it wayy too many times.

I have school tomorry. that will be fun hopefully. 

I'm sorry if this is a crime but on some of the songs by slipknot and mudvayne, i can't tell them apart.   they sound really alike.  I've been listening to Rage Against the Machine a lot lately.  That band ROKS! If they ever get back together, i will scream my head off. 

i spent a week in north dakota with my amish relatives, that was pretty boring.  All i did for most of the days was lay around, listen to Dashboard Confessional, and watch dumb chic fliks. Man,  that swimfan movie SUKS!

well good night all faithful readers and keep your pores open!